I feel like am already a 40 year old woman, and I'm barely in my mid-twenties! College me, you have only been gone a few months, and already grown-up, adult me is boring and tired! UGH. But the conundrum lies in that if I go to bed/stay home cuddled in my sweatpants and big comfy chair (aka fall asleep before 10:00), I miss out on the things at which my social life could flourish, time with those I care the most about. But on the other hand, if I go, partake in social times with my amigos, go to bed at any time past
The worst part about it, at least to me, is that I see no solution at any point in the even not-so-near future. Sure, some of my friends will perhaps get jobs at which they are forced to arrive pre-8:00am, as I will for the rest of time... but but but, oh so many will not get up early, work alllll day, work more after
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I love what I do, and what I will do in my own classroom, but I love my friends, and my life outside of the school too! Why oh why can I still not have my cake and eat it too!? When will the grass actually be greener?? Why am I still so unsatisfied with things?! Ugh.